the 3 week of school in january i have to admit was a pain in the ass... not only did we continue to get work, we also got feedback from teachers regarding a lot of our assessments/tasks we have in our subjects... so this CNY holiday im gna have some catching up to do...lets have an overview here...
english world lit:
no idea...no comments from house yet...
chinese written tasks:
geez...so much for spending lotsa time on it during the dec holidays...teacher thinks its both shit T.T
math:
omfg 3D lines and spaces, vectors, statistics are three main shits in the syllabus i suck so bad in
chem:
screwed in medicine drugs, organic chem, biochem...+lab reports o.o!!!
physics:
hmmm...doing quite ok...just need to catch up on labs
business:
wow...phillips actually said 'i dun have a problem with ur work at all...' i mean ppl dun often get praises from him lol...BUT...he said the IA was a great dissappointment !&^%&^%!!!
so i guess...this CNY...i have like 1 week to get everything in shape, and it does look pretty daunting...but after doing my weekly plan...seems really like a piece of cake actually =)
vA!et
calvinc
calvinc
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Thursday, January 8, 2009
calvin the coach
wow...it has been a month since iag dec 08...time flies...
and thats the problem aint it...just when u begin to enjoy, cherish smth, the end has come.
now how has that got to do with distractions? hmmmm...
since my return to china, i have to admit, i have been soooo motivated and hyped up that everything has been a transformation. i have to admit after previous camps, i had been motivated...at the same time there has always been distractions and i always give in to it.
but this time...there are distractions, and i give in to it too. tat is, when i know i have time. however, with prior knowledge that i require all the time i have, the power to choose lies within my hands. i can choose to give in, or to reframe myself.
i have often caught myself getting distracted by peers, from dota to simply slacking. thus begin the self-coaching methods.
i have often visualized myself as a participant and asking for help from calvin the coach.
calvin the participant:
coach, how can i have the power to stay focused?
calvin the coach:
well, let me ask u this. we talk about choices have consequences. thats right, and i am sure u r a smart person that knows the consequences for your actions. at the same time, u feel there is imbalance within ur heart. now ask urself, wat r ur goals? to top ur school by feb, thats right. do u think u can achieve ur goals whilst distracted all the time? ur a smart person and u know it. very good. now in life we have the power to? choose. and let me ask u, just bcz there is a distraction, are u going to give up??? no! thats right, bcz if you cant, then you? must. calvin, in life right, there will be times when u will face challenges, and u will want to give up to it, but, know that no matter what, u r the most important person in your life. u know ur a champion rite? but if u fail to act like one, does it mean u can suck? yes! u can suck the seed. i know ur a very mature person with a lot of potential, therefore i believe in you to deal with the distractions and turn them into motivations =)
wow...i wrote this in one breath...didnt edit it at all...my reframing is improving! XD
well...this method really works for me, and u know wat, im gna top my school by feb i swear.
aite, im signing off here. whaddddduuppppp XD
calvinc
vA!et
ps: coaches, what time is it???
and thats the problem aint it...just when u begin to enjoy, cherish smth, the end has come.
now how has that got to do with distractions? hmmmm...
since my return to china, i have to admit, i have been soooo motivated and hyped up that everything has been a transformation. i have to admit after previous camps, i had been motivated...at the same time there has always been distractions and i always give in to it.
but this time...there are distractions, and i give in to it too. tat is, when i know i have time. however, with prior knowledge that i require all the time i have, the power to choose lies within my hands. i can choose to give in, or to reframe myself.
i have often caught myself getting distracted by peers, from dota to simply slacking. thus begin the self-coaching methods.
i have often visualized myself as a participant and asking for help from calvin the coach.
calvin the participant:
coach, how can i have the power to stay focused?
calvin the coach:
well, let me ask u this. we talk about choices have consequences. thats right, and i am sure u r a smart person that knows the consequences for your actions. at the same time, u feel there is imbalance within ur heart. now ask urself, wat r ur goals? to top ur school by feb, thats right. do u think u can achieve ur goals whilst distracted all the time? ur a smart person and u know it. very good. now in life we have the power to? choose. and let me ask u, just bcz there is a distraction, are u going to give up??? no! thats right, bcz if you cant, then you? must. calvin, in life right, there will be times when u will face challenges, and u will want to give up to it, but, know that no matter what, u r the most important person in your life. u know ur a champion rite? but if u fail to act like one, does it mean u can suck? yes! u can suck the seed. i know ur a very mature person with a lot of potential, therefore i believe in you to deal with the distractions and turn them into motivations =)
wow...i wrote this in one breath...didnt edit it at all...my reframing is improving! XD
well...this method really works for me, and u know wat, im gna top my school by feb i swear.
aite, im signing off here. whaddddduuppppp XD
calvinc
vA!et
ps: coaches, what time is it???
Monday, January 5, 2009
appreciation for the living crazy ppl
well...lets get this straight...im not gna say whaddup...forcing myself not to be a sheep say it ...all the coaches say until siao liao...XD
this post is abt appreciation of ppl that have touched me during the iag dec 08 camp...both mentally and physically hehe
in case any of the coaches are wondering why havent i thank u guys earlier, its cz i have been out of internet (f@#king bad experience ppl) when i was in malaysia...only way i can steal some is standing outside starbucks lah...too cheap to buy smth in there XD
but here i m in china...freezingly spreading some love...yeah baby XD
choy yan bra:
wat can i say? the name sounds funny, the person also funny, and the camp rocked with this asskicking pd man. really thankful for his guidance throughout the camp, and for screwing us when we deserved it XD
joey!
wow...really got to know joey much better this time back in m'sia, and this guy is awesome man...i give him keywords (joey's STYLE): reliable, charismatic, eat a lot haha
thanks for everything, thanks for all ur help in answering my questions
keetlam:
wow...first time knowing this dude...i mean...if there is a siao king...this is him...energizer for the coaches, really gives 'wat time is it' a whole new meaning.
aaron:
epic fail lah aaron nair haha. known him when he first started coaching, seen how he grow until the face...lets not get into this now haha. responsible, knowledgeable, brother. thanks
josie:
really appreciate her guidance, help along with the sarcasm hehe. to sum it all up, shes our mum!
kimmy:
wow...run some more!
scary at times hehe but always caring...miss the way she literally shove food down our throats haha
samantha/bryan the giant:
keywords: samantha, chicken bone, teh c peng XD
always there for me, the bad times and the good times and the laughing non-stop for 20 minutes times
natalie han:
wat can i say...3 years ago so cute...3 years later...so cute but more matured XD
if theres a natural born energizer, natalie it is.
ellysha!
wow...from being in the same camp as a participant with her (specky ellysha haha) till now, she grown to this sexy, yummy...i mean the girl whose smile just forces u to smile genuinely =) peace adrian!
tian jun:
slpt with this guy on the same bed twice, both times he keep talking until i dun need to slp liao haha. keywords: mature, brother, lazy, jokes that forces u to laugh even at the worst days
jian sheng:
keywords: mature, muscular, understanding and caring
in the camp so sick still willing to give his best. salute lah
faris:
shyshy no more, this guy evolved into a mature mentor with his vast experience and alertness. but the eyes still cannot open leh hehe
suwee:
if there was a siao queen, su wee will win it HAHA
jk lah bro...ur energy is like...rechargeable automatically...cannot finish one haha
appreciate ur honestly and i hope i answered some of the question u asked me...bet u dun rmbr already haha
gene:
dude...ur forever my b!t@th hehe
jk lah. as my participant, has always been outstanding, as a coach, always dependable and calm. proud to have u as my b!t@th man XD
jiayun:
in truth, i really appreciate this little girl XD for her honesty. anything shes not sure of she will surely ask and i have had the honor of answering some of her questions. thank u for the honor madam hehe
mariaaaaaaaaaaaaa:
wow...during swinging log...i really saw u participating like 200%...i mean...the way u pumped up the supporters was friggin awesome babe XD
really appreciate the way u dedicate urself to the participants.
jonathan:
dude...thanks for everything, starting from the chocolates u bring to camp that we eat in the room to the funny, awesome dancing moves u have hehe. really appreciate ur understanding and honesty to the participants
fiona:
wow...such a small (hehe) coach yet such a big heart! the way u present urself to the participants show ur genuine concern for them and i appreaciate that honesty. and your TTP, man tat was just classic XD keep up the fiona style babe!
hussein:
dude...im angry at u!
for being such a good A coach to me haha. u were always there when i needed u to back me up. i couldnt have asked more, and i really apologize for screwing ur ass really hard some times. but dude speed reading must take out the stopwatch lah! XD
mitch:
if theres anything i learn during lunch is the fact that mitch, u make all of us laugh like non-stop man...i mean...thousand island crabs?! HAHA
claudius:
dude...i know i can always count on u to have fun with man...those lunch times with mitch, aaron, maria and u, omfg...thanks for those laughs that hurts the body so bad.
now i have to be honest here...some of the coaches, i just didnt get a chance to know well, and that is too bad. but u know what, those of u not mentioned, does that mean u suck? yes, u suck the seed, because u make sure that the camp will suckseed, and it did! for that, i truly thank everyone of u crazy unmentioned coaches, thou art mentioned now.
theres one last bigass thank you i want to give, and that has to be for webster that kuku.
to be honest, i regard him probably as the best friend i will ever have. not bcz we are very close, although quite close i suppose hehe, but bcz of the honesty that he gives me every time i ask him anything.
i cant possibly list all the honest feedback he has given me now bcz im freaking tired now haha...but all i can say is, if u want to improve urself, if u want a true friend that gives u the feedback that can be motivating, inspiring, webster is the man for me and for u. i just want to thank u personally here. keywords: honest, responsible, funny, kukubird.
and here i end the appreciation from the chinaboy/sally/sexy hehe
see u all in june.
omfg...cant believe im saying this...
coaches WHADDDUPPPPPP!!!
love,
calvin
PS: wat time is it????????
this post is abt appreciation of ppl that have touched me during the iag dec 08 camp...both mentally and physically hehe
in case any of the coaches are wondering why havent i thank u guys earlier, its cz i have been out of internet (f@#king bad experience ppl) when i was in malaysia...only way i can steal some is standing outside starbucks lah...too cheap to buy smth in there XD
but here i m in china...freezingly spreading some love...yeah baby XD
choy yan bra:
wat can i say? the name sounds funny, the person also funny, and the camp rocked with this asskicking pd man. really thankful for his guidance throughout the camp, and for screwing us when we deserved it XD
joey!
wow...really got to know joey much better this time back in m'sia, and this guy is awesome man...i give him keywords (joey's STYLE): reliable, charismatic, eat a lot haha
thanks for everything, thanks for all ur help in answering my questions
keetlam:
wow...first time knowing this dude...i mean...if there is a siao king...this is him...energizer for the coaches, really gives 'wat time is it' a whole new meaning.
aaron:
epic fail lah aaron nair haha. known him when he first started coaching, seen how he grow until the face...lets not get into this now haha. responsible, knowledgeable, brother. thanks
josie:
really appreciate her guidance, help along with the sarcasm hehe. to sum it all up, shes our mum!
kimmy:
wow...run some more!
scary at times hehe but always caring...miss the way she literally shove food down our throats haha
samantha/bryan the giant:
keywords: samantha, chicken bone, teh c peng XD
always there for me, the bad times and the good times and the laughing non-stop for 20 minutes times
natalie han:
wat can i say...3 years ago so cute...3 years later...so cute but more matured XD
if theres a natural born energizer, natalie it is.
ellysha!
wow...from being in the same camp as a participant with her (specky ellysha haha) till now, she grown to this sexy, yummy...i mean the girl whose smile just forces u to smile genuinely =) peace adrian!
tian jun:
slpt with this guy on the same bed twice, both times he keep talking until i dun need to slp liao haha. keywords: mature, brother, lazy, jokes that forces u to laugh even at the worst days
jian sheng:
keywords: mature, muscular, understanding and caring
in the camp so sick still willing to give his best. salute lah
faris:
shyshy no more, this guy evolved into a mature mentor with his vast experience and alertness. but the eyes still cannot open leh hehe
suwee:
if there was a siao queen, su wee will win it HAHA
jk lah bro...ur energy is like...rechargeable automatically...cannot finish one haha
appreciate ur honestly and i hope i answered some of the question u asked me...bet u dun rmbr already haha
gene:
dude...ur forever my b!t@th hehe
jk lah. as my participant, has always been outstanding, as a coach, always dependable and calm. proud to have u as my b!t@th man XD
jiayun:
in truth, i really appreciate this little girl XD for her honesty. anything shes not sure of she will surely ask and i have had the honor of answering some of her questions. thank u for the honor madam hehe
mariaaaaaaaaaaaaa:
wow...during swinging log...i really saw u participating like 200%...i mean...the way u pumped up the supporters was friggin awesome babe XD
really appreciate the way u dedicate urself to the participants.
jonathan:
dude...thanks for everything, starting from the chocolates u bring to camp that we eat in the room to the funny, awesome dancing moves u have hehe. really appreciate ur understanding and honesty to the participants
fiona:
wow...such a small (hehe) coach yet such a big heart! the way u present urself to the participants show ur genuine concern for them and i appreaciate that honesty. and your TTP, man tat was just classic XD keep up the fiona style babe!
hussein:
dude...im angry at u!
for being such a good A coach to me haha. u were always there when i needed u to back me up. i couldnt have asked more, and i really apologize for screwing ur ass really hard some times. but dude speed reading must take out the stopwatch lah! XD
mitch:
if theres anything i learn during lunch is the fact that mitch, u make all of us laugh like non-stop man...i mean...thousand island crabs?! HAHA
claudius:
dude...i know i can always count on u to have fun with man...those lunch times with mitch, aaron, maria and u, omfg...thanks for those laughs that hurts the body so bad.
now i have to be honest here...some of the coaches, i just didnt get a chance to know well, and that is too bad. but u know what, those of u not mentioned, does that mean u suck? yes, u suck the seed, because u make sure that the camp will suckseed, and it did! for that, i truly thank everyone of u crazy unmentioned coaches, thou art mentioned now.
theres one last bigass thank you i want to give, and that has to be for webster that kuku.
to be honest, i regard him probably as the best friend i will ever have. not bcz we are very close, although quite close i suppose hehe, but bcz of the honesty that he gives me every time i ask him anything.
i cant possibly list all the honest feedback he has given me now bcz im freaking tired now haha...but all i can say is, if u want to improve urself, if u want a true friend that gives u the feedback that can be motivating, inspiring, webster is the man for me and for u. i just want to thank u personally here. keywords: honest, responsible, funny, kukubird.
and here i end the appreciation from the chinaboy/sally/sexy hehe
see u all in june.
omfg...cant believe im saying this...
coaches WHADDDUPPPPPP!!!
love,
calvin
PS: wat time is it????????
Friday, December 5, 2008
long time no blog
i didnt give up on this blog yet!!! haha
things have been going very well over the past week, and exams were surprisingly well though crampped. i have been l4ding and im getting good aiyooo. as for dota...lets just say sometimes we get interested in new stuff XD
sooo...my predicted outcome from my exams =)
english: 5/6
chinese: 5
math: 6
chemistry: 6 (damn...multiple choice =.=)
physics: 6/7!!! XD (not including the HL relativity...that one was gg)
business: 6/7!!! (wtf is promotional mix!!!)
as i look back at the enitre week, i find myself feeling good about the exams. not because i did great in them, but because i had the guts and fire to do my best in every one of them. sure, i didnt study my best, but i sure did my best in the test =)
im really considering quitting the basketball team, not bcz i dun like the team (damnit...busted), but bcz i really wanna focus on my studies. to see noel beating me in chemistry multiple choice really forces me to make a choice of the two below:
1) fucking kill myself
2) study!!! and with minimum distractions
believe it or not, im actually choosing...2 haha. and although i feel like this is an excuse, i know that i will be able to really choose 2 when i go back to malaysia for iag =)
aite, time to pwn some zombies. reloading XD HAHA
calvinc
vA!et =)
things have been going very well over the past week, and exams were surprisingly well though crampped. i have been l4ding and im getting good aiyooo. as for dota...lets just say sometimes we get interested in new stuff XD
sooo...my predicted outcome from my exams =)
english: 5/6
chinese: 5
math: 6
chemistry: 6 (damn...multiple choice =.=)
physics: 6/7!!! XD (not including the HL relativity...that one was gg)
business: 6/7!!! (wtf is promotional mix!!!)
as i look back at the enitre week, i find myself feeling good about the exams. not because i did great in them, but because i had the guts and fire to do my best in every one of them. sure, i didnt study my best, but i sure did my best in the test =)
im really considering quitting the basketball team, not bcz i dun like the team (damnit...busted), but bcz i really wanna focus on my studies. to see noel beating me in chemistry multiple choice really forces me to make a choice of the two below:
1) fucking kill myself
2) study!!! and with minimum distractions
believe it or not, im actually choosing...2 haha. and although i feel like this is an excuse, i know that i will be able to really choose 2 when i go back to malaysia for iag =)
aite, time to pwn some zombies. reloading XD HAHA
calvinc
vA!et =)
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
fight
surprise surprise...the jv bball team lost again haha
kinda hard to imagine us winning actually...o.o i mean our team chemistry is like zero, and everyone is pissed at everyone else. (except me and seong hoon cz hes injured...cant really get pissed at him haha)
there was a time when bball used to be fun u know. a time when me, jack and david tuck in our shirts and pull our pants damn high HAHA...omg tat was really funny and gay XD but joining a team is a time when u realise there can be moments when discipline, teamwork and stepping up individually is needed.
in many ways, its a model of life. we can have fun and really enjoy it, but at times we realise that to succeed in life, we need discipline, teamwork and stepping up individually.
sure, the jv team this year has an unbeatable record of 1 win 6 losses. holy shit...we are like the Thunders! XD
but then again, in the Thunders, there is potential. a young team with the likes of durant, green, watson...its like us teenagers. we are young and full of life and potential, and tats why we need to fight on so that we wont have regrets when we are old and full of problems.
ahhh...im so sick and tired rite now, but i know that i can still fight on. lets own in Dota bitches XD
calvinc
vA!et of the unknown hehe (dont think anyone understands hehe)
kinda hard to imagine us winning actually...o.o i mean our team chemistry is like zero, and everyone is pissed at everyone else. (except me and seong hoon cz hes injured...cant really get pissed at him haha)
there was a time when bball used to be fun u know. a time when me, jack and david tuck in our shirts and pull our pants damn high HAHA...omg tat was really funny and gay XD but joining a team is a time when u realise there can be moments when discipline, teamwork and stepping up individually is needed.
in many ways, its a model of life. we can have fun and really enjoy it, but at times we realise that to succeed in life, we need discipline, teamwork and stepping up individually.
sure, the jv team this year has an unbeatable record of 1 win 6 losses. holy shit...we are like the Thunders! XD
but then again, in the Thunders, there is potential. a young team with the likes of durant, green, watson...its like us teenagers. we are young and full of life and potential, and tats why we need to fight on so that we wont have regrets when we are old and full of problems.
ahhh...im so sick and tired rite now, but i know that i can still fight on. lets own in Dota bitches XD
calvinc
vA!et of the unknown hehe (dont think anyone understands hehe)
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