the great depression

omfg...i just got demoted from starter to sub in the bball team -.- damn pissed
in fact, all the starters were demoted to subs, whilst team 2 are now the starters for tmr's game against Livingston. Pissed is an understatement. We, the 1st team lost to the 2nd team 6-16. Thats damn embarrassing. I missed 1 shot, 2 layups that i know i shud have made. that would have made the score 12-16. fuck!!! all bcz of me...
lately, things hasnt been going well at all. whether its friendships, relationships, family, work and latest to the list, basketball. im sinking towards the great depression, and falling further behind in my studies.
haiz...i cant get into a state to study... i think im just gna sit around, slp, dota, and continue sinking.
calvinc
vA!et...?