calvin the coach

wow...it has been a month since iag dec 08...time flies...
and thats the problem aint it...just when u begin to enjoy, cherish smth, the end has come.
now how has that got to do with distractions? hmmmm...
since my return to china, i have to admit, i have been soooo motivated and hyped up that everything has been a transformation. i have to admit after previous camps, i had been motivated...at the same time there has always been distractions and i always give in to it.
but this time...there are distractions, and i give in to it too. tat is, when i know i have time. however, with prior knowledge that i require all the time i have, the power to choose lies within my hands. i can choose to give in, or to reframe myself.
i have often caught myself getting distracted by peers, from dota to simply slacking. thus begin the self-coaching methods.
i have often visualized myself as a participant and asking for help from calvin the coach.

calvin the participant:
coach, how can i have the power to stay focused?

calvin the coach:
well, let me ask u this. we talk about choices have consequences. thats right, and i am sure u r a smart person that knows the consequences for your actions. at the same time, u feel there is imbalance within ur heart. now ask urself, wat r ur goals? to top ur school by feb, thats right. do u think u can achieve ur goals whilst distracted all the time? ur a smart person and u know it. very good. now in life we have the power to? choose. and let me ask u, just bcz there is a distraction, are u going to give up??? no! thats right, bcz if you cant, then you? must. calvin, in life right, there will be times when u will face challenges, and u will want to give up to it, but, know that no matter what, u r the most important person in your life. u know ur a champion rite? but if u fail to act like one, does it mean u can suck? yes! u can suck the seed. i know ur a very mature person with a lot of potential, therefore i believe in you to deal with the distractions and turn them into motivations =)

wow...i wrote this in one breath...didnt edit it at all...my reframing is improving! XD
well...this method really works for me, and u know wat, im gna top my school by feb i swear.
aite, im signing off here. whaddddduuppppp XD

calvinc
vA!et

ps: coaches, what time is it???